so i was with a friend , and we were driving ,just going nowhere . and she ask me if she could hear my ipod cause she was sick of her playlist. ( we all know how much our iPod is our temple ) like a mirror soul . idk . i think so . anyways , as we were driving , she connected to the car radio and , she though about putting it in the shuffle mode , and i completely freak out about that . i mean , we all know how music can affect our mood right ? she didn't understood why i didn't want to let my iPod in shuffle but, as i came to realize now , i never put my iPod in shuffle .
it's just too dangerous .
remembering some songs that get me into places and , moments in my life , people , music let you happy ,lets you be sad , let and left you in so many places . for me at least .
how could i be so careless to let myself into those places . no , not without being sure i will be okay or even want to hear the exact song .
so no . i never put my iPod on shuffle , maybe some playlists , but never the whole iPOd . it's just too dangerous to be wide open to the possibility of hearing something that could break me into pieces .
i guess i envy those ones ,the ones who can be able to do that . i know i was one of them once . but life changed me, changes everyone . and connect us to things that , you will never be able to let it go .
i don't think so .
shuffle mode . what a nightmare to even think about . .. .
There are so many fragile things, after all. People break so easily, and so do dreams and hearts.
There's always a beautiful elegance to your pictures... They make me envision sitting on a bench underneath the trees, watching blossoms fall fall or paper lamps sway in the breeze... I imagine the people going by somehow not disrupting the fluidity of the world around me. I imagine a time when I still could go outside without my heart just about jumping out of my mouth and my head getting dizzy... I imagine a better time. A serene time. A perfect moment. So thank you for giving me such moments, again.