i just saw this movie called " lars and the real girl ". you know , some people think you are special ,some only says that because mostly , they are religious and so every single f* one is special . but there are also , some people that can make this world so much more darker .
today we are not talking about them , cause Lars , see , i wish i knew someone like him , and we all could use some . i once knew one person , and even today , i replay things in my head . do you think this is normal ? well , what it's normal . ... a definition . . Lars ? was he ill ? i don't think so , i think that we all get lost in here , but see , he , he found himself . the world could really be a little more like that . the saddest part is that we are not . no.
never once in my life i've been like this , stuck . something is awfully wrong . i wish i knew the things i once understood ,and i was fine living by those rules. now i just don't know anymore ,i don't see how things were supposed to be . i keep talking to myself , i hear you , every f* day . and the saddest part is that too , will never be like it would . this is all like season coming in full circle , they are never fully here . neither they are completely away . although it seems they are gone , a wind blows something that take them back again .
are we living in the past ? and why is that ? cause we know that , in our hearts , there will be no future . no future in this at all .
"it's my insecurities that make me watch other people in a way they're not even aware of themselves and slowly, although never on the spot, I am becoming their signs of beauty. I see myself in the mirror day after day and even so it takes some time to realize who I’ve become."
Jesse Fisher: Because it's like saying what if reality is all an illusion, then there are no consequences to anything, we're completely off the hook... and I believe in consequences.
Zibby: No, you believe in guilt.
Jesse Fisher: Maybe, but guilt before we act is called morality.
What you describe as what you feel makes me remember this song [link] ... and the concept behind it, which is what is known as the dark night of the soul... you should read about it (and the real meaning bhind the song), and don't worry, things are always darkest right before dawn
You're very welcome! I know what it feels to think you're stuck, but you never are, you just don't know you are moving, and where you're going only time will tell, and all we can do is trust that the present situation will help us to grow And Thank YOU for your amazing photography!
in the middle of winter you bring spring to my heart with this photo thank you! it's good to remind how wonderfully grass smells, flowers bloom ..
you know I once thought about the past in general and how it influences the present well, it's like writing a book what you write now is a result of all the past chapters of your life you can not separate them from the present one and.. as a matter of fact, the past often chases us as the most unwelcome 'stalker' we all are being hounted by past sometimes...
what is normality? it's this line between being numb and psychotic sometimes very broad and sometimes very thin we all are there, somewhere.. once being closer to a psycho with our state of mind and another day feeling almost nothing, like our soul has been sucked from the body the only thing that bothers me here is that people mostly judge us instead of trying to understand WHY we are like that...
I remember watching that movie a long time ago. I thought it was a different style of movie that you don't see often. At the same time, I thought it was nice to know that there are other people who think of other personalities and situations that most "normal" people don't. I, myself, have been questioning the whole concept of "normality." Who does have the right to judge and deem what is normal or acceptable in the world. We are who we are and the more different everyone is from one another, the more beautiful and interesting the world can be. After all...If no one is being harmed by whatever our differences are, why change? "If it's not broke, don't fix it..."