i am in so much pain today . i miss so much having a life that i joy . i would do anything to have my life back .
i would do anything so i could let a single droplet fall , just one single droplet. rather than let it dry and pretend that everything is okay . always . with a fake smile in my face .
So today i wanna say this once , pretending that i could send it away .
Goodbye to you , and . . . goodbye to everything i knew .