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sakura's eve by jyoujo sakura's eve by jyoujo
Slit your wrists and cut your thighs
Fake a smile and dry your eyes
Hate yourself and hate your life
Welcome to my World of lies .

So was snowboarding yesterday, and something strange happen .
there were this group of people looking over cause it was
raining and it always get very hot while raining ,
so i decided to take some of my gears of and go
without the coat and just use my shirt instead .
after i could just throw it and be dry again .
This girl came over and ask to see some of my inks ,
and some of my friends too ,not a big deal .
After she told us she have a few on her own and we went to see ,
but when she was raising her sleeves there was several massive cuts ,
Do you know what i am talking about ?
I never saw so many in front of me , i've seen it around ,
i guess we all have right ? but this time it took me by surprise .
I am pretty sure you can imagine that i still am cause ,
it might be "normal " these days but , not that many no ,
so i decided to make this post , to write about it ,
and to remember myself that at least people could do is
make some art out of it you know .
I wish i saw that many cuts in inks form ,
translate in art instead . I have a friend who likes to
slit her thighs , i've seen it but ,
to make those scars that i've seen today
this girl must have use some pretty strange thing to
slit herself . I don't think i'll ever want to see such a thing again .

i am probably getting old . cause i never thought i would be
this much surprised but in the other hand ,
i don't want to be a guy who thinks this is whatever .
it's not whatever ! I wish i could do something .
I just wish someone could . And this is not normal ,
i don't want to be in a place where it is or live with people
that just accept it . this is not me . i am sad today .
welcome to our world of lies .


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naomicchi-desu Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
this is really sad...
I mean... We can't just judge things... If it's right or if it's wrong...
But you don't want some stuffs to happen... And you don't have a single idea of what to do to help...
This sort of feeling is really frustrating...
The thing that I like in this shot (other than the format) is the beautiful blooms under such a dense atmosphere...
Great job!
999999999a Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013
Beautiful , Thanks .
dodecatheon Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013
Thank You so much for Your art-works and heart-words!!
Happy new year from germany:wave:
SnuffleBunny Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This picture is so beautiful! :love: The colours are just.... wow.

I really regret my self harm. I hope that one day I can cover them with a tattoo. Not so I can show them off but to show I've moved on and don't need it anymore.
jyoujo Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2013  Student Photographer
sorry if sound like i was judging ,
i am not .

i hope you can make those scars some beautiful
art to look at it . i really do .
SnuffleBunny Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No, no you didn't, don't worry. :huggle:

Me too. I want to show that it has made me stronger. : )
KuRoUi-MeI Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
cuts. i like them on papers and stuff, but never on people. the body is such a precious thing. SO PRECIOUS...
Inprojectscope Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Animefeiry2 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
beautiful! :clap:
danijeL-one Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013   Digital Artist
The colors are amazing.
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