" you can live in this illusion you can choose to believe
but what if everything around you isn't quite as it seems
what if all the world you used to know is an elaborate dream?
in this place it seems like such a shame
though it all looks different now,
I know its still the same
this thing is slowly taking me apart
grey would be the color if I had a heart
you always were the one to show me how
back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now
everywhere I look you're all I see
just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be "