"... i think while she was leaving the church,she may found G.O.D. and crying she throw herself in his arms,confused , asking him why they are asking her to leave,to be on the outside , just because of a signed paper,with no matter in the spiritual plane. And G.O.D. in his Obscure Omnipresence looking at her, possibly , would had answered : - see ... my son ... i am on the outside too.It's been a long time since they don't let me in ..."
this sentence was taken in a book about witches . It's about because she was divorced , she couldn't be part of some ceremony that i can't remember right now . somehow , we always find a way to disbelieve . losing faith is easy , find it is the hard part .
and i am talking about people here . all the lost friendships . ... the loved ones ... the soul mates and even ourselves . losing faith in o u r s e l v e s . "
you may have read it already . it is a book by Paulo Coelho called " As margens do rio Pietra eu sentei e chorei " i read it in the portuguese version , i couldn't find the japanese version of it . lately i am reading "the secret circle" series . it's great books . Great reading ! in the book you asked , something very deep was in all the in between lines , something about finding , but not being lost necessarily , just another great thing to add in our lives . even though we never though we needed it . seek and you will find .