I miss me, some times when I look back on my memories it's more like I'm recalling something I watched or read in a book and some times I can't even remember. I spend my days fighting for my family to survive and in the end I can't even remember who I was or reconnect with that. My ties to myself keep breaking like a frayed rope, my Cat for 16 years passed on, My best "friend"/twin star has pretty much forgotten me and I never hear from them, and now everyday is a long countdown until the time I can go back home to fall asleep and dream of something else before it all repeats itself again tomorrow. I cried a bit when I read this because there are so many things I miss~
i do actually know what you mean , right now I'm 34 and I miss a lot of things myself. As well I fight for my family to survive and, I don't have much time to do anything anymore. All my photos were taken a few years back, also I cannot practice guitar like I used to. I miss myself and the way I was about life and people but , We both know there are the upside from all of this. We are a part of something bigger now, we are specially evoke to make and be part of a little someones life. And his/ her history . To guide and to learn . Nothing tops that .
Yeah, I can't do as many things as I could before because I'm limited. But I will make sure that my Son has a Bright and starry future with all of my might ^^
No, maybe I haven't formed a strong enough bond with someone, for it to hurt. It might be because believe that I might meet them in the afterlife, or that my role in their life might be finished.
this is the saddest comment i've ever read . Do you mean physically ? as for you age and body chances through ?? Or psychologically ,mentally , the one you really used to be ? if i may ask . . .
Actually, I don't separate it, just my old self, but mostly implying the way of thinking, how I used to see the world, how I used to think...gradually going through life made me realize things that I didn't wan to, things that I was better off not knowing. I miss the me that was untouched by the dirty hands of Society, I miss being pure and innocent, without the horrors that I know now and keeps repeating in my head on and on, like a broken record.
I miss my cat. She ran away a month ago. I really don't know/think she misses me ....I know it's not as bad as missing a person but I loved her though...
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right now I'm 34 and I miss a lot of things myself.
As well I fight for my family to survive and,
I don't have much time to do anything anymore.
All my photos were taken a few years back,
also I cannot practice guitar like I used to.
I miss myself and the way I was about life and
people but ,
We both know there are the upside from all of this.
We are a part of something bigger now,
we are specially evoke to make and be
part of a little someones life.
And his/ her history .
To guide and to learn .
Nothing tops that .
I really miss my grandma who passed away a few months ago
and my family who lives in another country
Do you mean physically ?
as for you age and body chances through ??
Or psychologically ,mentally , the one
you really used to be ?
if i may ask . . .